If Not With Him

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And if not with him

then who will bring out this feeling again?

If not with him, then why do the lyrics of every love song speak to me?

why do I feel the passion, the lust, the longing, the crazy?

If not with him, why does a single look into his eyes hold every star, illuminating the

possibility of our forever?

If not with him, why even bring him to me?

Have I not been through enough?

Have I not done the healing, opened up my heart and sent my closest wishes to the universe, for nothing?

If not with him, how will I find another?